I like him, he's the opposite of A, and a breeze of fresh air compare to all those LA rich jerks.
He wants me to visit him in Spain. Well if I had money, or time, I would probably go to HK first, or France, before going to Spain.
I don't know I'm just really confused on how I feel. I usually don't get jealous. But Vegas has the best clubs, the best music and the hottest girls, I mean the perfect place to party all night and bring someone home. I told him "have fun" when he was heading out for XS.Damn I hope he doesn't have too much fun!
We're suppose to eat diner together Sunday and hang out on Monday until he goes to the airport and I don't want those plans to change. That sounds like the same ending as HK. Finding a good guy and leaving him behind, or him leaving you. That happened to me so many times. Leaving those unfinished stories, never knowing how it would turn out if we had stayed in the same city. Reminds me the way I left Rp. Those situations always end up messing with your head. I always asked myself how things would have turned out if I had stayed in HK, would I still be with him or would he have gone for the Elite eastern european model anyway? If I had come back would we have gotten back together? Unfortunately those questions will be left unanswered.
Hong Kong is too far, and so is Spain. So next week, we'll be back to zero, and start over again.
At least, it's good to know that I am not as cold hearted as I thought. I still have a soul, I can still feel ha.
A picture I took on the hiking trails. View of L.A from Runyon Canyons.